We finally got the call on Friday (Sorry we have been out of town this whole weekend). Moe will be leaving in one week. It seriously puts reality to the whole "he will be leaving" statement. Before, you just hear the words but now it has a time limit... and he will in fact be leaving our home. I want to fight the system but we cannot; we have no grounds to do so. We also knew that he would possibly be leaving when he came. But you cannot tell a heart not to love and bond with someone so fragile and helpless. I have become this little boy's mother and in doing so, excuse me, but my heart kind of fell into place as a good Mommy's (caretaker's) should. I guess that is how we know we loved him enough and how we were doing the right thing; When you cry like the busted dam at the fact that you will no longer be the one tending to him and watching those fun little smiles, even the nasty little diapers are going to be missed due to the fact that he always apologized for them by one sweet smile and comical giggle.
OUR SWEET MOE, YOU WILL BE MISSED DEARLY. WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE AND CHERISH THE TIME YOU WERE HERE. YES EVEN THE HARD TIMES WERE WORTH EVERY WAKING HOUR.
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3 weeks ago
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Let me know when you want to get together to talk or cry or be distracted or whatever you need!!! Praying for you guys...
i'm so proud of you for trying to find the good and peace in this. i know it's hard...i can only imagine, but you are wonderfully and bravely strong and i'm here if you need me.
We'll be praying for you're family, and for little Moe. I am so sorry! You have blessed this little boy in a huge way, and he has had the best start to his life possible. Additionally, he'll have prayers surrounding him the rest of his life... surely God will do a good work in him.
Blessings,
Beth
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