Love this face

Doesn't he look great. You'd never know he is sick. He is such a great baby and I am so pleased to be his mother.He is now off of his oxygen, has his drip IV out and has just been taken off of his pulse oxometer (sp?) that keeps track of his O2 saturation as well as his heart rate. He has gone to having it checked once in a while. SO in all he has been removed from everything BUT his IV line that the antibiotics are pushed through. But NO WIRES! It is so nice.

I got up and walked and danced around the room with him today totally free of obstacles. I want to leave the room BUT at this point we are not allowed out of the room with him. He is still in Isolation. I keep dreaming of the day that we will be home again with the others and we can all go out as a family. I am looking forward to a fun stay somewhere other than home for a night or two with the guys. We always have so much fun as a family just going out and exploring the world. Even more so now that the boys are older.

J has been coming up to the hospital when we find someone to stay home with the boys for a while. It is nice to have him up there with us. Even if only for a few minutes. He is missing his littlest guy as well. He is such a good daddy with his boys! They LOVE and admire him!

I brought some of Roo's toys up to his room seeing we are going to be there a while. I figure we can work on tracking and neck strengthening while we are there and he feels fine. He has been loving his mobile and tracks it so well. He has been staring me down and it is such a wonderful feeling. Especially when someone is holding him and he hears my voice and then turns to look for me! I LOVE THAT!
We have approximately 5 more days to go. I cannot believe we have been there for a week and a half! I can really but it seems so surreal, like what did we do before this? Until then we will sit here and bide our time, getting better and pressing in.
There has still been no word from bio mom. Nobody has seen nor heard from her since court 3 weeks ago. She was supposed to be getting back to our CW about her schedule ((that she apparently doesn't have)) and when she could come to visit. NOTHING! It makes me sad really... she has no idea what's going on with him... does she even care? I do. AND I KNOW what he is going through, I am and WILL stand for him! I am his mother for as long as God sees fit!

And blessed am I!