Rapture???

Okay so when I went to get Bear out of his crib this morning this is what I found. I really thought I got left behind and started panicking. (Hmmmm if this won't put me in check!)



and in the other corner a Naked baby (whom for the sake of not embarrassing him with his future wife someday I did not take photos of him. I know it was such a toss up and so tempting. hahaha). Luckily it was a "clean" diaper b/c I had already changed him from an explosive diaper at 4:30 AM when he woke me up screaming....

Then I could not go back to sleep for the pit in my stomach feeling due to nightmares from the election. So I stayed awake and prayed and read the BIBLE. I know my heart gets way too wrapped around this stuff and I have to not listen to it so I can guard my mouth better. I pray for it and pray as God leads me so I think that is all that needs be done. I have a hard time blessing with my mouth if it is something I am completely not for. "Father please help my mouth be guarded and speak blessings instead of curses." I am praying for our country and our "new presidential electee" (i can't even bring myself to say president.... uggghhhh this is bad folks.)

God deal with my mouth and my heart! I need to learn acceptance. I, afterall, have been accepted as your child and I truly did not deserve it.