Initiation

We finally put down the first "portion" of the lawyer fees and we are moving as far forward as we can at this point. We were informed that the 30 day window of "appeal" does not indeed begin until the CPS submits their paperwork to the adoptions unit. My caseworker told me she would be getting that in next month. Hmmmm I don't know how the Foster/adopt agency is so hopeful that we will have him adopted by the end of the year... I am not seeing the possibility of that; BUT I do know that we serve a GREATER GOD full of miracles and Blessings! I am trusting Him with everything to turn out the way HE indeed planned! He has had plans for Bear and us from day one and we are unable to change not even a day! We can alter it by way of our choices but I feel that the day is still going to ultimately turn out the way it was willed. If you made a bad call then you will suffer consequences but the outcome will still overall be the same. (That's my view anyway...)... Is that clear as mud??? So anyway all that to say. I am praying and hopeful that God is bigger than this and is taking care of us even in the "waiting room" of adoption! He knew the plans for us from the very beginning and I will submit my heart to him as not to get in the way with my radical behavior Ü!

Peace and Blessings be with you all tonight!