Final Hearing... Please Pray

Today we have a final hearing for Bear. We just left the courthouse because we had him there (for lack of childcare) and we were informed that the mother is going to be brought from well from "enclosures" and she will be there to sign legal documents terminating her rights. OH my goodness my stomach is in knots. I brought J back to the rent's house with Bear so I can go back and be there for this moment. And I am dying to know what she looks like. Please be praying for peace and comfort in this time of "turmoil" in my heart. If you don't know by now I HAVE ANXIETY ISSUES.... I get real nervous in big settings and I feel like I am going to faint and vomit. Okay I have to go now but please pray!!!!! More to come.....