Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Moes life with us...


Moe 2 mos old
Moe 3 mos old
Moe 4 mos old
He has been claimed as Bear territory


We still have no updates on Moe. We were told that we would be saying goodbye soon maybe a little over a week ago and we still have heard nothing. I pray sometimes that they would just realize he is better off here and that it would be psychotic to remove him from security, stability and the only home he truly knows. It is painful to me that I don't know what is going on. He just celebrated his 5 month b.day and on the 16th will mark his 4th mo with us. I mean c'mon this is hard enough not knowing, but knowing and not knowing when, is even harder. I asked my CPS caseworker to not only give me an hour notice of his removal but to call me in a week advance to get my heart as prepared as possible. I have to call upon God for this unknown strength because as Moe's mommy I am unable to hold myself together and function normally. I pray that God would have favor on our family and make it increased by one more (two total including Bear). But mostly and unselfishly I have to pray that Moe would be placed in the home God has called him to. Uggghhhhh that hurts and stinks. We love our Moe baby.

4 comments:

Beth said...

We'll be praying for you guys... you must not be able to focus on anything right now without your brain wandering off thinking about the future of your Moe. I am surprised they would move him without much warning or any sort of transition. Surely they wouldn't just call you out of the blue and say "we'll pick him up in an hour"?

You are doing a wonderful job with your boys. Loving them unconditionally, even when you don't know how long they will stay. But I have realized, even my bio children aren't really "mine." They are God's, on loan to me. He is in control of their lives, just as his is in control of my foster son's life. And the best part is, God loves them more than I ever could, so his plan for them is much better than what I could plan for their lives.

Keep blogging! It's great therapy! :-)

The Beaver Bunch said...

Thanks for the comment on my blog. I will add you to my list of bloggers I check on the regular. We all need all the support we can get. I'll pray for your family and specifically Moe. I totally understand.

Mollie said...

We're totally praying for you guys! My heart goes out to you! Love you!

bri said...

Thanks for the prayer. We really love it and we feel every word spoken worked into our lives through the Holy Spirit. We really enjoy God's partners in prayer. Thank you again...