Vertigo No!!!!

Vertigo has returned! Nooooo! I rolled over and nearly threw myself off the bed! This is scary stuff!

I have been feeling a lot of tenderness in my ears lately. And some popping when I open/close my mouth right where my jaws connect behind the ears. Maybe that has something to do with it. I don't know but I could sure do without this too!

On a positive note, baby and I are doing great today! Little less fluid leakage today, PRAISE THE LORD!!! Just hanging out enjoying the sun - through the windows. Haha.

Please pray with us....
Jesus give Bru's body balance. Lord cure her vertigo and relieve the migraines in the name of Jesus! Let your son shine in on her. In Jesus mighty name, amen 

Dreams Part 2

Dreams {2}

After we had Olivia we felt called to try for another. We were soon expecting our second child. 
Again the dreams started coming strong.

He would be born early and he would be cold. I could not keep him warm or alive. He would die.

When I was 17 weeks pregnant with him my water broke in the middle of the night. This time I knew and went to my dr the following morning. He confirmed my fluid was gone via US. But when my cervix was checked... Closed, no labor.

I was put on hospital bed rest and IV antibiotics. After two days of no progressive labor I was sent home with oral antibiotics. That night I went into labor. The following day I had our son, Samuel David.

The dreams stopped.

Check Up Update

I went in for a check up today.

The sono confirmed that there is still only 1 cm of fluid and she had to search hard to find even that. 

My dr. said that if we have consistently lower than 1-2 cm of fluid then they are going to be prepping us for a grim outcome.

I was having a tough time the other day and asked J... "What if his fluid never builds up, they are going to want to take him early? They have told us that his lungs won't develop if there's little to no fluid!!!" (I still believe in this miracle, just having a hard moment then).
He said "they can't take him without our consent and when he is born ON his birthday the drs are going to be so baffled at the fact that he's perfect and NOTHING is wrong! He WILL be breathing on his own!"

Apparently God doesn't make His miracles a little deal  this is going to be all-out AMAZING!

(I would like to be in a medically induced coma until then though so I stop the days of fear/worry - that is all)